I Would Stop Time

Man I'm in such a strange mood. I know exams aren't even over yet, and summer hasn't even begun, but the fact that I've finished school, and quite possibly the best chapter in my life has come to an end has got me down. I'm feeling very nostalgic, and this music is makin' me feel really sad...
I don't know where to begin. School's over. Watching an old video of Faye n' me. Makes my heart come up to my throat and my eyes well up. What does the future hold? That's a scary question. Will I see the people I care about most in the future? That's even scarier. I know I'll make new friends and stuff... But... Letting go is hard. And I'm sure I'll still see everyone, but you can't tell me it'll be the same. There's no going back. "My life is just a scrapbook of old friends and faded memories". Ah, Fat Mike, you know the score.
Krypton is an actual element.
Alissa should be getting home any second now. I've missed her. It's only been a weekend. She's going to Exeter in September...
Man, this is heavy. In the deep sense of the word. I seem to be sighing a lot. Which makes me think of Greg's "every breath I exhale is a sigh" screen name. He's probably out having fun with Faye et compadres at Lloyd's. I didn't want to go because I hate going out, especially during exams. Here I am being all sad about the possibility of losing those closest to me and I'm turning down offers of companionship.
I think I'll stay up half the night listening to moving music.
Two more things:
One - Meet The Decay Constant:

Two - Watch a new video that I just made...



and an old one that I found that I made in year eleven.



I want a haircut. Anyone?