Friday, August 11, 2006

It Hurts

I've spent a few minutes staring at the blank screen, trying to figure out what to write. I want to let the world know how I'm feeling, without spilling my guts all over the internet. To be honest, anyone reading this knows what I'm talking about anyway.

I don't remember ever feeling this sad. It's making me feel sick. "My heart feels sick".

Death doesn't phase me at the moment. Which is odd, because it's pretty much the only thing that bothers me usually. I sorta want to go to sleep and not have to wake up, ever.

I'm not really thinking straight.

Can the world not just fuck off now? Please? I'm sick of it. I haven't got any faith anymore.

How can I trust people now?

Fuck.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

jaaaaaaaaaacccccccccccccck.

Anonymous said...

good point charlotte. Always remember: we're not all cunts. You got some gooduns in there amongst the trash so dont give up hope completely in the human condition.
We loooooove yoooouuu
Jenni (a non-cunt) xxxxxxxxxx