I hate relying on people. I don't know why I do it. Every time someone says they will call, or meet me somewhere at a time, or do fucking anything, I believe them, every fucking time. Why? Every time I get let down. How the fuck can I still have hope that anyone will ever come through for me?
Alright, so it doesn't bother me when people are late for an actual reason, but shit, you can't actually depend on anyone for anything. I already know you can't trust anyone, so why do I keep building up my hopes and trusting people?
Like, someone says they will call me, why do I actually bother keeping my mobile telephone about my person? Fuck, why do I look at it every five minutes? I'm such a fool.
This cough is getting on my last nerve, too.
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You should have called them, might have saved some of this frustration you're venting.
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