Sigh/For F...

Yesterday I was in a well good mood, boppin' to Less Than Jake, playin' Sing Star, fuck, I even went to a pub (would you believe it?)! And my wireless router has broken so I don't have internet on laptop for the time being (hence lack of posts on here).
However, today, as the title suggests, I have had two settings: pissed off and depressed. I felt proper lonely and I don't even know why (I tortured myself with old photographs, which made it worse). Ahh I just... Ahh. I can't even fucking talk about it on here because of all the fucking outrage talking about this sort of thing causes. Fuckers, that's why I write this blog! And you took it away! And I get pissed off easily, as you can see. Gah. And I'm on the shitty downstairs computer.
Ohhhh whyyyyy do I feel like this, I fuckin' hate it, I feel so lonely, GAR.
Hung out with Fayeski BEAT all day, was rad'. Unfortunately (or maybe fortunately, I'm not sure) our love is strictly platonic, so I didn't feel any less lonely. I've missed Fayeski somethin' bad, though. Safe. Pizza Hut is inferior to Misos, though, which we found out the hard way. You call that service? Also, people need to be better parents if they're gonna let a baby crawl out their cunt. That was vile, but fuck it.
I wanted to write a long blog since I haven't done one for a while and probably won't d another for a while, especially since I've had quite an eventful week. Oh well.
This computer is rubbish.
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I know I shouldn't. But if I want to, then why shouldn't I? People will tell me off, but I could give a fuck what people think. It would be a stupid idea ; I'd probably end up being all forlorn, anyway. Still, I think I want to... Even though I don't want to want to... Ahhhhh....
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I think I'm going to go and look at more heart-tearing photographs now whilst listening to horribly depressing music.

Where is your boy tonight?...