I am bored.
I'm not good at socialising, I had forgotten that. I like the safety and comfort of my room and miss it when I'm out, but when I'm here, I'm just tremendously bored. I sort of feel like I'm bored no matter how occupied I am at the moment. Alissa reckons I'm just going to the wrong pubs, maybe that's true. I don't get how you socialise, either. How do you meet new people? How do you strike up a conversation with a stranger?
I hate smoking, it tastes like crap and I have no desire to ever do it again physically. But it's just so cool, I almost wish I was addicted.
It also helps with my boredom. Smoking seems to be something to do. "Got any hobbies?" "Smoking".
I want to go somewhere, but I can't be bothered. And there's nowhere to go and no-one to go with.
I don't feel sorry for myself or want pity, even if this is just a big whinge. I'm just passing the time.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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1 comment:
smoking ain't cool, you could never be as cool as me by just lighting up haha
oh dear, i remember when you used to mock me saying smoking was me only hobby.
the only good thing about slowly killing myself is that my lungs must now match my clothes hah
t'ain't good jacko.
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