Thursday, July 06, 2006

My Heart Feels Sick

Alissa and I have been going through a rough patch of somewhat lately. It is mainly my fault, though not intentional... I have become decreasingly affectionate (towards her and in general), and Faye agrees that I have changed a great deal over the past year. As a result of this, I'm hardly being World's Greatest Boyfriend. Long story short, we are sort of giving each other some space as of now. I'm really upset, and I think she is too... But hopefully it will make us (read: me) realise how much we love each other and should be together.
I do feel really down about it now, but I'm glad, because that means my feelings hadn't disappeared, I was just taking them for granted.

Time for some Jack time now.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

hey seriosuly dont do that-just try and spend a day togetehr where you arent foing anything, that always helps, dont spend any money-staying apart or giving each other time is the worse thig you can do, i think you already know how much she means to you so dont make a silent rift.
good luck

Anonymous said...

i take it 'jack time' is code for a wank, in which case im pretty sure thats highly inappropriate. you make me sick.
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