Went to a hallowe'en party Friday night, it was a lot of fun. I really love dressing up. I enjoy pretending to be someone/something else. I like not being me. I don't understand how "hallowe'en" is an abbrev. of "all hallows eve". I'm fairly confident that spell check is wrong when it tells me it's spelled "hallow e'en".
My computer has been very slow lately. It also keeps disconnecting from my wireless network sporadically, even when I never have any less than 75% strength signal. It got to a point where I got very upset, so I just spent about an hour deleting and uninstalling files and programs (respectively) that I don't need, running some virus scanning programs and the like. It seems to be alright now, but I don't want to count my chickens before they've hatched.
I have been neglecting my guitar lately, I don't like it. But I wrote some words that are fairly alright, and I have a riff or two in the bank, so when I get around to it I should be able to make something out of it.
People keep telling me I seem sad. Do I?... Am I?
Went to PAINtball yesturday for Chris T's birthday; it was the most fun day of paintball I have ever experienced. Terminator style duels with Tom, death or glory suicide runs and running circles 'round Harry (quite literally) were just some of the highlights. I'm covered in bruises and it hurts to... move. Worth it, though.
Afterwards, Tom, Matt and Jenni ended up coming back to mine for a positively magical evening. Pot and fireworks and sparklers are such a sweet mix. Terrifying and breathtaking. Well good. "Don't enter the mindcircle!" Tom is hilarious. "What's that little technique you're doing?" I should/will write a song called Mindcircles.
I get a sinking feeling in my stomach every time I think of work tomorrow morning.
Sunrise, sunset, swiftly go the days.
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according to dictionary.com it's actually short for 'all hallow even', which would make sense shortened to 'hallow e'en'.
You mustn't go into the mindcircle, because then you will be stuck in your own mind forever - this is the equivalent of having no senses (you can't touch, hear, smell, see or taste anything ... you can only think). On the outside you are in a coma. On the inside it is like being in a void of blackness with only your thoughts.
BUT YOU MUSTN'T NEGLECT THE MIND CIRCLE. If you forget about the mind circle, you forget to think. This is like having no mind at all - no thoughts. On the outside you are a mental-man: you will run around, make weird noises and have no purpose in life. On the inside there is nothing, no thought, no perception.
Remember the mind circle, heck, glare at it all you want. But never be tempted to go into it, and never forget it.
There you go, some inspiration for your song. Make it a good'un.
NOVEMBER 17TH DOOO DOOOOOOOOAAAAA!
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